followed him up the back stairs, through the kitchen door,
passing me at the table and into the living room
where he collapsed on the floor. I picked up the yellow phone
and dialed the number I knew but forgot. All I could do was watch
him curl on the carpet, eyes filled with surprise and his body
confused and shivering like live buds cut at the root—
blood puddling like rain in his head. I thought the ambulance
would never come so I waited by the road and paced until the first
sound of the siren made everything as real as a man’s face split in pain.
Ode to a Scar
Where did yours come from? Mine?
I fell running in the rain.
I fell chasing a boy in July.
A boy was running from me.
I started to bleed into the cement.
The cement was shocked by my eyebone.
My eyebone didn’t see that coming.
The half-moon scar reddens in the summer.
I fell chasing a boy in the rain.
Jona Colson’s poems, translations, and interviews have been published in Ploughshares, The Southern Review, The Massachusetts Review, and elsewhere. His debut poetry collection, Said Through Glass, won the 2018 Jean Feldman Poetry Prize from the Washington Writers’ Publishing House. He is also the poetry editor of This Is What America Looks Like: Poetry and Fiction from DC, Maryland, and Virginia (WWPH, 2021).
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I sit lingering on the rim of some meandering water, my legs tucked under me, and daydream he’s driving
on the black thread of a road, a seam between the bank of the water and whatever the wider world holds.
I sit still as a stone, the sun shining overhead, a large brass button on the blue blazer of the sky.
I feel smothered in sweat, my breathing as elusive as the man embroidered into each of my dreams.
IN THE HEART
Pay attention to the path you take, made of mulch to muffle the crunch of your walking.
This is a quiet zone. Even stopping makes its own commotion. The snap of the camera’s shutter,
as she takes her husband’s photo, sounds out of place, though he wants her to capture all
the calmness here in the heart of the forest. For the longest time, all she’s wanted is to hold onto him.
Despite her warnings not to leave the path, he strides toward slanted light and stands where sunbeams
seem palpable. He lifts his face and lets the glade’s warm stillness slow his impatient heart.
She tries to freeze on film that second when he smiles back at her, as if the seductive essence
of whatever endows this scene and place with unspoken harmony can be caught and carried home.
Lenny Lianne was born in Washington, DC and grew up and lived in the suburbs of Northern Virginia: Arlington, Annandale and Alexandria. She also lived in Ocean City, MD. She is the author of four books of poetry, most recently THE ABCs OF MEMORY, reissued by Unicorn Bay Press. She holds a MFA in Creative Writing (Poetry) from George Mason University and has taught various poetry workshops on both coasts. She lives in Arizona with her husband and their dog.
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the navigator is the bishop’s daughter he said before he left us
planted in the astronomers’ meadow head thrown back and eyes open to the night i study stars whose light has traversed countless measures of time and space to reach us recalling constellations i learned at his side
i was small the sky vast and my father somewhere between me and the dark
October Peaches “For everything there is a season . . .” —Ecclesiastes 3:1
We’re supposed to look forward to the holy days at year’s end,
but it’s summer I love – when life seems sweetest.
It was summer when I brought my family here to this market, after we buried my father.
In the end, he couldn’t swallow – an IV delivered fluids to his failing body.
Cup of coffee, I still hear him saying, for me?
even now, as I take one last bite of summer.
advent
“I am in your anxiety, for I have shared it by suffering it. And in doing so, I wasn’t even heroic according to the wisdom of the world.” —Karl Rahner, “Christmas: Ever Since I Became Your Brother. . .”
so we get spent striving or save ourselves opening quiet as snowfall
your coming not explosive like ecstasy but edgeless as joy
your essence exceeding human empathy
what use have we for your needless suffering or our own
seduced by your anguished beauty frustrated with your enigmatic narrative
we could tie you to a chair and beat you til you give up an easier meaning
but we have already nailed you to a piece of wood still we do not understand
white christmas
come caroling with us, says kathy, on the first snowy night in december – an idea so irresistibly norman rockwell, i immediately agree. led by a tall bearded white man in a tall black “monopoly” hat, we wishyouamerrychristmas our way through brookland: silent night, we three kings . . . hark the herald angels sing. it’s a far cry from the new england wonderland of my chinese american childhood, but I couldn’t not sing, even if I wanted to – all those years in the christmas pageant warbling glo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ria from the balcony of st. john’s episcopal church in a white choir robe – the littlest angel, too young to get the irony when our choirmaster misspells it: a – n – g – l – e. when we got older, we stopped believing in santa, but we were supposed to keep believing in jesus.
Lori Tsang’s poems have been published in dISorient, Controlled Burn, Amerasia Journal, WordWrights, phati’ude, Crab Orchard Review, The Journal of Asian American Renaissance, The Drumming Between Us, Gargoyle, and the Asian Pacific American Journal, and in the anthologies, Drumvoices, Screaming Monkeys, and Beyond the Frontier. Her essays and reviews have been published in the MultiCultural Review, Washington Post Book World, Women’s Review of Books, and Amerasia Journal, and in the anthology, Half and Half [Writers on Growing Up Biracial + Bicultural]. Her work has been taught in high school and college courses on race and culture.
She has appeared at the Nuyorican Poets’ Café, the Whitney Museum, the Library of Congress, and other poetry/performance series and venues, and was founding director of the All Blues Jazz/Poetry Ensemble. She has performed at community events, workshops, and benefits for organizations such as the Indochinese Community Center, Democratic Socialists of America, Amnesty International, American Friends Service Committee, First Congregational Church, and All Souls Unitarian Church.
She studied filmmaking at Howard University and produced and directed an award-winning film, ”Chinaman’s” Choice.” She was a founding director of Asian American Arts & Media, editor of AAMPLITUDE, and program coordinator for the Asian American Film Festival.
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I got the Blues so bad
I have constellations on my back
I got the Blues so bad
every day feels like the day after Christmas
I got the Blues so bad
the other colors are jealous
I got the Blues so bad
Muddy Waters sounds cheerful
I got the Blues so bad
Melancholy is my new roommate
I got the Blues so bad
I only have sky and more sky
I got the Blues so bad
my feet are cement blocks
I got the Blues so bad
my mouth is an iron gate
I got the Blues so bad
my hair has turned to snakes
I got the Blues so bad
clouds drift through me
I got the Blues so bad
weeping angels console me
I got the Blues so bad
trees drop their leaves as I pass
I got the Blues so bad
the blue jay lost his voice
I got the Blues so bad
Day won’t get up
I got the Blues so bad
the Moon half smiles at me
I got the Blues so bad
I got the Blues so bad
I got the Blues so bad
even my pen’s ink understands
Susan Scheid has been writing poetry since the days when her father read her poems at bedtime. Her book, After Enchantment, was inspired by beloved fairy tale characters. Susan’s poetry has appeared in About Place Journal, Truth to Power, Beltway Quarterly, Little Patuxent Review, The Sligo Journal, Silver Birch Press, Tidal Basin Review, and other journals. Her work is also included in the anthologies, Poetic Art, Enchantment of the Ordinary, and Dear Vaccine (forthcoming from Kent State University Press). Susan serves on the Board of Directors for Split This Rock. She lives in the Brookland neighborhood of Washington, DC.
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A choice? Not one of those. And now Martin with his thrownness. I am a javelin with dangling heredity legs. Booster cables for the heart’s long winter. Salamander-crawled into full stride absurdity. Birch-bark canoes hollowed out by seedy melons.
A voice? I have one of those. But only in a most personal sense, which is still never mine. Box cutter legions sans box. The spilling somersault children laughing away away away.
Classic Car Run
First a red one with four front headlights and the roof down.
Followed by a powder blue boat with fishtails.
Then a mint green roadster and about four or five other beauties.
All waxed and shiny in the sun. Driving down the highway.
A classic car run. They do this each weekend.
Take their babies out. Turn some heads.
Restored and roaring past. At 18 miles to the gallon.
Calm Colours
What happened to the calm colours
the broken telephone of each other?
Hanging ivy over non-prison walls?
If I don’t have the stones, I certainly have
this foolish brimstone gall on my side.
The union there to protect the union
and all its dues
while the company legal team
employs so much litigation
there is really no room to employ
anyone else.
That 50-something forklift driver counting pallets
like next of kin,
the straight 40-line worker can’t keep up.
Those with gains protecting their gains
and never other’s losses.
Which is how I have always lost
and keep getting very drunk now
on these many long nights
of carless broken glass.
Dizzy with effect.
Falling into bed
like a personal meteor shower.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many bears that rifle through his garbage. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Bourgeon, TheSongIs.., Cultural Weekly, Red Fez, and The Oklahoma Review.