This morning we stand at the seawall,
my dancing daughter and I. As I circle her
with my arm and lean my head against her,
I know gravity in my bones. My body
is shortening itself earthward, and
friend death seems as close as the sea
which is wild today, swollen and loud,
and dependable as the stars for those
who learn its rhythms. The wind
messes our hair. The sun is a hint
of sun, a faceless god with pale electric
fingers. Oh my, we are so blessed,
she says as though singing, to . . .
exist, I finish our sentence as she bends
her head now down onto mine.
Yesterday she carried home a shell
from her snorkeling out there where
the blues are reddened by reef-bed,
an old conch covered with hardened
sea-life, holy with having been eaten.
My daughter’s daughter is waiting
for her up north of here where later today
she will be held and gazed at.
Mellie, granddaughter, dancing daughter
of daughters dancing back into time,
will touch her mother’s face
in the way of infants, her hands saying,
you are there.
Maryhelen Snyder (Mel) has been writing poetry and prose for over 75 of her 85 years of experiencing the joy and complexity of being alive. She was named the 2016 Poet of the Year by Passager which also published her most recent book, Never the Loss of Wings. Among the poets she carries in her heart is Emily Dickinson who could express the inexpressible in lines such as this one: “A perfect — paralyzing Bliss —//Contented as Despair —”